Well I have to go to summer school so I can make my regular semesters easier which blows to begin with. Then as I was walking to class I saw my ex girlfriend that I haven't seen since we broke up over 6 months ago. We talked for like 2 hours, but I doubt anything will come of it. It was a great talk, I mean we talked about a ton of stuff and she was really nice, but it really brought me down. I thought I was over it and felt like I came so far, but just seeing her really makes me sad. I really loved her and I miss being with her. It was weird, all weekend stuff kept reminding me of her. I saw her last name somewhere, a movie commercial reminded me of her for specific reasons, my friend kept bringing her up, and today before I left for school, I saw on facebook that she has summer classes too. Just a ton of things all of a sudden started reminding me of her in the last few days and of course, I run in to her.
Then I came home and decided to play golf with my friend, which was the high point of my day. I played ok, but the pin placements were one of the worst I had ever seen. Every pin was just at the edge of a ridge and the greens weren't that great.
I came home and decided to play some poker online. I got in the $3.30 rebuy on P* and was playing pretty well. I picked up AA close to 2 hrs in with about T7000 and ended up having a guy push all in pre flop into me so of course I called. He was a big stack and he flips 22 and of course the flop came with a 2. Awesome!
So then The Office was coming on TBS and I DVR it every week because I haven't seen many of the episodes and I love this shot. Well I set it up to record and I usually start watching about 24 min into the first episode, that way I can fast forward through commercials and finish both episodes around the same time they normally would end. Well while I was waiting for that time to come, I decided to watch the HSP from last night. I watch it and go to start watching The Office and my DVR froze. It didn't tape the first episode and when I was trying to fix it it froze again and missed the 2nd episode too.
crap after crap.
I just wish God would either let her want to be with me or let me get over it.
It just sucks when you think you are finally doing good and you just get shot back down. She really was great. It sucks because she isn't a B*tch at all and we didn't end hating each other and I had no reason to be mad at her. And now every time I close my eyes I can see her from today.
Just a crappy crappy day. I hope tomorrow is better
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